Top 5 Reason I chose to be A.T.I.M. (Reason #3)

My top 5 reason #3 for choosing to be Abstinent till I make it is "Peace", theres so much drama & uneccesary energy that can come from relationships and being at "Peace is more valuable to me than sex on a regular. This time that I've allotted myself for this adventure gives me the mental, spiritual & physical space to prepare myself for something much greater than I've had before in life, love & sex. Its a sacrifice I'm more than willing to make it happen, I mean it really wasn't something I had to think about it was more of just a choice that I chose to stick with; Why Not? If your worth my time, than Im worth the wait! I'm a woman who's come a long way & just had to take a moment to sit back & recognize and appreciate my own self worth; I must say its been an interesting journey thus far. One to many times before I allowed my happiness & elevation within myself to be deterred by outside commotion with a significant other or people in general and I refuse to allow that to continue on. I'm taking back charge of my life and embracing change as best as I can. I'm not perfect and this mission that I've set infront of myself is more of a test of what all can be accomplished by having Faith and pouring all my energy into my purpose, so I can to one day have a testimony worth mentioning & mentoring with. I believe that we all have a choice & nobody can stop you but you from what is for you. It all starts with having "Equanimity" & that means "Being able to stand in the midst of it all & still having peace within yourself". Well I hope my reasons thus far & my brief moments of wisdom will bring you back for reason Number 2 it gets juicier...