A.T.I.M.-"Nobody has to know".

Life's been great these past few weeks, been making all the right moves and deciding to be A.T.I.M. helps. It helps eliminate any one's pre-conceived notion of how far I would go to get to where I want to be & I have to admit many have tried in this past month. Had this one club owner tell me after I told him I was Abstinent til I Make It, "Well hell your here now,so you've made it", now how about some head?"No one has to know". I laughed & giggled it off while unlatching the safety on my mace and explained that "I would know, and the one thing Joanna MsMobetta Stephens don't do is go around falsifying". I wouldn't even feel right writing this blog encouraging other young men & women they could do the same if anything I was saying was further from the truth I know. That in return earned me his respect & that for me is the best thing to have for someone in the entertainment business because not only does that go a long ways, it fuels the fire for whats to come. He wasn't the first and he's sure not to be the last to laugh at what I'm hustling to accomplish here, but for now I'm preparing for the last laugh one sexless day at a time; Enjoying every bit of it. These high cheekbones, thick thighs, fine legs, pretty skin & sexy smile have a mind of there own & who's to blame a man,lesbian, or straight confused girl from trying. I've never thought it be this much fun being abstinent but when you allow yourself to be just that without worrying about how others see you sexually or any kind of way its very invigorating. I feel like a little girl all over again as though I reclaimed some part of my Innocence just for me and next time even after I make it, its gone be a climb to this cookie jar. They'd be lucky if they caught a whiff of it and let one brother holla let me just put the tip of it in I swear I'm calling the cops. Thats some backwards sideways rape talk when you just cant take no for an answer. If a man tells you that ladies, RUN!! Run as fast you can he has to be still talking to little girls with that line there. When are men going to realize we are some grown ass women out here, and if they dont know that its cause you aint showed them. Cause a picture is worth a thousand words; If you have showed them than just Run! Cause its not worth your energy to continue to show proof to a fool, cause they walk blindly. The goal ladies & gents for this year is just to practice what you preach, no more telling folks what it is. Now its time to get to showing them.