A.T.I.M Reasons 2 & 1

Damn I just got through watching "For Colored Girls". It was a great movie, I didn't cry or anything but I enjoyed the rawness of each character it was very refreshing to see some great acting. It was almost as though each actress held some kind of truth to there character. I'd like to end my top 5 reasons to be Abstinent Til I make it with 2 things I've learned alone to night just watching that movie; That's #2 "Nobody specially no man gonna walk away with all my stuff, cause with or without you I have plenty to give" & #1 "My love's to beautiful, powerful & precious to be thrown back in my face". I figured I'd sum it up to those words alone, people like to think its easier said then done, but how about you just stop saying & do. Maybe than life would start making more sense to you. Making a goal & going for it are two different things and when you take time out to drop all the other insignificant bull shit in your life it allows you to focus on what needs to be done. Thats why alot of people keep up and in drama because it allows for exscuse's to be made, it allows you the chance to point the finger at someone else; "Say that it's your fault I'm this person, this way". Scream at someone else for the decisions you've made. "Say its all because of you". "Your to blame". Get over it! Dont get left picking up the pieces all the time & putting them back together. Get a broom and sweep that shit out the door let it go. There's more to life than just enjoying sex. Life's all about enjoying all you've been blessed to get through not dragging around all you've gone through and using it as an exscuse to get by. Who care's? I realize now that I'm no longer capable to just be with anyone, its not possible with a love like mines. My love doesn't judge others or put them down intentionally. Its very unconditional & giving. Strong and tender. I could melt you with one simple glance, send you into a trance with one touch. Its time to learn to blossom on my own, no more sweet honey bee's plucking at my flower. Stealing away at my nectar & leaving me more empty than when they found me. No! I'm keeping me. Keeping me for myself, this beautiful, magnificient, audacious, fearless and outspoken woman here! Is mines! "Who's is this?" "Who's is this?" Its mine negro bye! (Slams Door & takes a bow)