A.T.I.M.-"What's Love Got 2 Do With It?", "Somebody tell me, please?"

I came to an "Epiphany" as my girl Chrissette Michelle would say; That was I can't stand my "EX". For a while I thought it was about forgiveness & love; Than I had to ask myself what the hell does love got to do with it now; Hell I tried figuring out what it had to do with it then so that whatever it was holding it in tack I could take out back and pop a cap in its ass. Why cant I not like him, its easier for me to brush the people I don't like out of my mind so why wouldn't I want him on that list. There is no in between for me. When I care, I really care; When I don't give a damn, well that's just what I don't give, a damn! Yet, I'm still at peace, I actually fell into a deeper state of tranquility when I realized that I didn't have to like him still. All the good memories I had started falling back on themselves and bad started out weighing the good & I didn't want to see it, yea it was fun but nothing worth getting back in line for, not like Mr.Freeze at Six Flags or nothing. Its more like a ride on the bumper cars, ya just did it so you can remember what it was like when you were younger; In the end your grinning going cant believe my big/old ass went & got in one of them lil ass bumper cars and for what $4 Dollas. HA! Thats the Dallas Fair fo ya ass a feast of goodies amongst dissapointing rides you once enjoyed. (Hmmph) It's funny how others try to make it seem like the problem is/was you, when it's them all along. I've come too realize not every person deserves to have a good woman/man so why keep trying to divert someone from leaving. If he/she cant realize what they have and continue to take you for granted, than its time to run. There is a song by Kanye West-"Runaway", its a great listen. He's talking in 2nd person about the self sabotaging, selfish, egotistical bastard he's become or is and how this chick he's with should just run far away from him; Accepting & expressing out loud who he is and I appreciate that when it comes to music. I hate listening to a great song now & not sensing or feeling that vibe from the Producer,Artist, Songwriter hell whomever created the song. I love music that much that it breaks my heart every time I do, so I'm not much for certain artist anymore, because they just don't know how to keep it real. You think you understand, feel there heartache, pain, laughter, sexiness or gangsta then they go & behave complete opposite from what you thought and you lose interest quickly. Well that's just life when you think about. You meet someone , you both are feeling each other, grinning, smiling,whistling & singing the same tune. Than time goes by and it doesn't even seem like your tapping the same beat with your feet anymore, everything seems off rhythm cause one of yawll decided to switch up the tune & not tell the other. Turned the duet into a shady solo, with no answers whatsoever as to why. To quote my fav. TV Show Lyrics "Now the world don't move to the beat of just one drum, what might be right for you, may not be right for some; All I got to say for now is keep ya sticks to yaself cause this drum here I tap myself...Wait that didn't come out right...A.T.I.M. (Abstinence Til I Make It...It wont be long a sista got needs)