Sunday, February 27, 2011

Foundation of A.T.I.M.

Loving life and living it with a purpose in mind is much more important to me right now than having sex. This journey was brought about from a recent situation I was in with a now ex-boyfriend of mines. I'm such an open book when it comes to my past sexual experiences and about talking about sex in general that it scared him; Made him believe after a while I was just this sexual deviant who had to have it all the time and in his mind I couldnt be trusted. He focused so much on that aspect of my life he forgot to see me for everything else "I Am" Intelligent, Sassy, Philisophical, Spiritual, Outgoing & Funny. I started to re-treat into my shell and not be so passionate about life feeling as though my sexuality and exuberance about myself was bad and who am I to walk around and feel as though I'm all that. My stage presence comes from the Passion of being myself so locking that part of me away became a henderance to my performance and it took me some time apart from him & the stage to realize how the two coincided and now I'm back on track. Abstince Til I Make It is a goal within itself to being just as aggresive, elusive, extraordinary and open with pursuing comedy as I was able to do with sex all those years. Being able to take the time to share other parts of me & maintaining my sanity in doing so because sex in my case brings on to much confusion; I'll be damned if anyone says I slept my way to the top, I much radther find my way there first..LOL! This is going to be a journey but I'm more than willing to keep you all up to date on the way there . Because this here girl loves to flirt & I'm not one to bite my tongue so sit back relax & enjoy the ride. Til Next Time Close ya legs ladies...

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