Monday, May 9, 2011

Hmmmmph

So were going on month 3 of abstaining from sex; I must admit I've had my share of temptation, it hasn't been easy. Its been cool though, I still havent found a work around in being abstinent & getting my rocks off other than throwing em myself. Lol well what can I say its yhe truth. I never understood how talking about my sexuality could make another chick uncomfortable, but for some reason it does at times when im on stage. You get the funny looking sexually depressed ass Biatches sitting front & center just looking as stank, confused & pissed cause they dont know what the hell im saying, cause "They cant tell they cooch from a hole in the wall" (Poetic Justice). My vagina is an active, living, functioning part of me just like all my other parts; Just like I learned to use my other body parts, I got to a point where I realized I wasn't fully functioning in the sense I neglected the one part of me that made me a woman. Apparently no man or woman should solely make you feel like something you should already feel like anyways. You have to want to feel like a woman or a man if you dont then depending on or waitinf on someone else to make you feel like one will get you no where 9 times out of 10; Even if your that 1 out of 10 you still lose cause if you were truly happy you would know that "true happiness" starts with yourself. I started having sex @ 17 & I couldn't figure out what all the "Hoop La" was about for years. Felattio was a requirement is all im saying I wanted to make sure "I got mines". But its been a journey & if you stick around for the next couple of post & actually start posting more comments & questions than i'll slowly for surely give you da skinny on what led me to da "Big O" & hopefully my experience can lead you there.. Good Night..Love.Mobetta-"Everybody can be"
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